The Sweet Escape

Wednesday, March 14

i'm currently stressed out about worship stuff. the little teeny weeny bits of setbacks, like someone cannot make it, or there is a need to a change practices, just gets into me. dunno, it's just the stress that a girl faces, and the arrival of "that time of the month" ain't helping much.

& i'm talking to a person, whom used to be my closest friend in school. and i miss that person so much now. everything happened so fast, and without knowing or even realising it. our friendship rocketted downwards heading towards doom. really, i'm sorry for betraying my friend.but how nice, if everyone stayed the way the were. no one changes, and everyone loves each other, and there is no hatred or dislike in this world. as i talk to my friend, i miss the many crazy times we had together, and know, that if my current lifestyle is left continuing on itself, we'll never patch up, cos i know, there's still a wall between us. and no, i am not allowing myself to be emo or anything. it's how i feel. and i know that's how my friend feels. sometimes, i hate myself. for not being a true friend. what am i doing.?!

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went to the gym with family in the evening. good time of workout. but all the minimal calories were put on and fully overloaded with hot fudge sundae and fries from Macs.

and thank you friend, for accepting my apology.
you don't know how long i have been feeling guilty.
i'm so sorry, and i will hold on to my promise, like forever.
:)

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